Hearing and breathing out this tanka
Let the breath of this
And my sound of self breathing
Be a reminder
Of how this beating heart needs
To be a beat and a breath
So little, now
So little exists
In this day and age
Which is not of man
Or about us
Or intended for
The most distraction of most
And I see this as now
So much so
A more problem than ever
Since our need is no longer connection at all
But the devil which we now know
As distraction
Known
The space beneath the fading stars
Quiet moon-waves
Sounds of night just above
Circle down and around
This upward looking head of mine
And suddenly
I am transported
And neither here nor there
But as a weightless leaf
Or a feather in flight
I am now lifted beyond
And raised up into the bright
Sonar-ish glow
Of this lonesome sky
Satellite
Where the atmosphere is born
I breathe
Such a me, is me
All the uncertainties of before
Culminating into
A sea of responsibilities now
Is no less, or more, welcome to me
As I was back then
So I still am still
And yet I’m more
And more and more
For such a me
Is me
My mind, my heart
This heart
This mind
Would carry on
Regardless of is
And when
And would be
Whatever
And if need be
Find
A new way of being
Perhaps
But
But never the same
For sure
Would it ever be
Having once been
With you
And still
I am unmoved
Even in thought
Saria
Dreams alive anew
Dreams alive
Pass by more quickly
Than blinks of eyes
And beats of hearts
Can ever count
And we
As those who see
And live
And breathe
Are
The caretakers of these moments and memories
Until forever is just a dream
And a mind becomes
A kind of earth
Midst one again
And then some
New
All at one in service
Are we not all
In service to either
Ourselves
Or others
All at once
Or one time for
Just one or the other?
Perhaps
And yes
Most of us that is
And the few who
Tend to get stuck in between social contracts
If a man is undone
If a man
As one thing
Finds himself
Without a certain need
An inborn desire
Or somehow without a cause of being
They
As surely as he is a man
He is probably home
Be it with his make or un
For we men I find
Are always on something
In some way
Or concerned with someone
Be it only ourselves
And so this will be our way
Until this mortal
Metal molded coil
Is undone
Under the aging sun
All places fade
And with even sunlight
Decrease
And give way to time
And moisture
And a lack of care which comes quietly and slow
So this is our lives
And these our times
Until they’re not
Until all care has gone astray
And another vision has become
Somehow sought
My focus will always be on
I am not so blind as to think
That where I am
Is somehow approaching
The topic of better or best
Instead
I choose
To focus and be set
On the form of truth that is
Where I am is not me
But a part of me none the less
It is
And someday was
Into night, a tanka
How quickly we move
From this life left to the right
Just as time itself
Plans and plays its way though us
So mornings move into night
With a forward being
No wishful way
Has worked its way
Into the road tiles of my heart
Just yet
As try and try
Are but an engine of mine
And with a forward being
I intend to always be
Never alone
And our us in these never still
Nor ever will
Through it for who
Time and space
The synchronous being of be
Should always in a sense
Be
Respected for where they are
For who they’ve been
And for what they will
Ultimately
Become
Through time and space
Applied
Always grow
Consider your heart
Where it was at
And then
If you do not care for
All the places it has been
It is simple
Live elsewhere
And grow
Into a new future far away
Keeping only the treasures
Throwing the failure far
Into a former daytime
Away
And grow
Always grow

