Eternal, a tanka
I have no answers
Only guiding light and love
For those around me
Who, wish to know more about
The only father who lives
A running pace
As a runner I
Love a race pronounced
And declared to be
Of certain length and time
For how else could I know
And be certain of steps
Without the structural norm
Of that race in mind
But then again, to what end
Will I go and at when
Once I am suddenly there
At the occuring finishing line?
For such a runner as man
And in the me of preferred know
Perhaps I will just let go
And run out of this mind
Perhaps in distance unknown, I will be free of mine
Beyond mere care
Caring is fine
And as a first step, towards walking, needed
But mind
Once bent and pulled into a compassionate grey
Must follow the path of need and want
Just to not turn around and say
"Not today, my enemy of mine"
For who else will give of their focal time
If not you when you see
That there is a genuine must and need
Laying bare before your feet
Its time to walk in a different manner
Legacy, a tanka
Fame is only this
A blessing which the breath has
Only when its gone
No true maven is ever
Recognized before their end
UnDoubt
A mystery which
Seems completely unknown
You may think that you feel
Most strongly about
But know this
For as surley as I tell you, no
There is another world out there
Is a galaxy most near
Which you have already chosen
So
Don't even waiver for a second
At the sight of flag or starry night in sky
For we all feel the wind and sea and sunlight
And no warmth will ever compare to a memory
Of her most consistent eyes
Building Words
Turn these words into more than just thoughts
Would you mix them like clay
Build them like bricks
And grow them like trees in the forest of naught
As I send them to you
A most resoundingly such
(from me)
All I ask that you build back
Your own thoughts in mind
As mine once did arrive
From you to me
We are always building
A weak willed pen
Dont tell me what I will not own
You arrogant pages
You insufferable author
My life, this world, my decisions
These are all my own
And I own them more than you owned your own words
You are weak in optimism
And strong in the art of selling something false
Just so the others beneath you wont feel so alone
Don't tell me what I will not own
Watch me own it instead
And be quiet
A writers tanka
Wake up my still mind
Jolt this memory alive
In me and in time
So that I might share in words
And in these sentences find
Achievement
A dream achieved is no longer a dream
Separated from me
Just as a dream achieved is no longer a dream
But now what I once hoped to see
A reality
Stone Shores
White waters crash
On cold shores of tall stone
And sound
Like the whispers of doves
In the waking hours of old
For they were there
Most long before
And also so they will be so
When the world is young and new again
Renewed before the throne
10,000 years of which I know
I am no card player
These are my cards
They are out on the table
I am in love with you and love you
.
I am in awe of you and awe inspired by you
.
I am at peace with you and most pleased with you
.
I like seeing you and also being with you
.
Please let me remain with you and also pray with you . my girl
Saria
Thousands of verses
Someday you will wake
Into a morning of most comfortable known
Having heard the words
The sentences the night before
And the numbers by which
I have always called my own
And I will no longer be just you
But us
And in our togetherness
This we
The kind kindness which has been
Politely tucked behind the horizon
For quite sometime
We rise into a new day and shine like a life
In knowing each other more fully now
By this you will know
That you are most indefinitely
And I to you most happily
As one as one two hearts can be
For I am us and you are mine
Saria
How you care for me
Not like sunlight on the moon
Or oceans beyond the desert
Or birds without a single tree
Or bees middst frozen tundra hives
Instead
You care for me in ways my past never did
To the point where no such memory even lives
And I am both greatful and excited at this
The reality of being cared for by you
Saria
Grow (saturate)
I pray
Most fervently that
Such an understanding as ours
Never fades or falls away from form
Or evaporates like water from the falls
Into a desert storm
Or dries into a dreary valley
Of regret and regress and waterless ash
No
May our trees of faith
And trust and hope
Communicate more than the rustling leaves
Or felling of forestry ever did know
I love growing with you, Saria
Of this you know?
Saria
Unending wish
In all that I do
I wish not to fail
Or to fall pray to lesser things
Or even worse yet
To come remotely close to neglecting
Such a wonderful treasure as you are
And so I won’t
And hope and pray to not
Please dow't
How I wish to self
To remain the same
This impassioned me in name
For you
Saria
Your bright willingness
Your willingness to try, my girl
Is just one of the many reasons why
I find
You to be beyond all others
And the perfect mix
Of both poise and preparedness
In the eyes of mine
There is no other love I love
Not even the temptation for another like
Because I find
In you a bit of myself
Overwhelmingly thankful for whi
And the you which you are
And what you've modeled yourself also to be like
For we guys
Its like peering up the bright night sky
And praying that a star becomes a firelight
Just for us this one single time
And yet here you are
Bright and vibrant in my hands
And I, I am in awe of how you are so bright
Saria
This spark and warming fire
Your fire sparks me
So much so that I cannot help
But smile at the flame
And my not unwanting to burn also as well
But how do I say?
Of this I just know
That with you I will certainly
Continue to glow
Bright and burn as without burning
And so this is how
By our choice and choices we will go
Until someday when
All this smouldering will end
And appropriately
And abruptly
And most fortunately
For us both
So, Oh and oh
So until then
Will you warm me again?
Saria
I, and, end with you
I give you all that I can give
I want you more than ere before
I wish for things as days are long
I write imply of what's in store
And with this nothing something new
And here is rests its head again
And with a beating heart embued
And its colorful hope of our in end
I am an and with you
Saria
Your sensory smell
Your smell is like no season
Though the storms of spring
And the sunshine of summer
Both envy you
Just as winter wishes
That its snow were as soft as your skin
And fall complains most vocally that
Its leave cannot be as peacefully free
As your hair in the wind
How all of these times and seasons do wish
That they had
The naturally light aroma of your fragrant skin
But they don't, Saria
Its only you who do
And to me have ever been
Amazed in sense
Saria